The Soul With No Goal

At That Point, He Feels Like, Lost Soul. NO Life to Live, NO Goals

You May Have 100 Reasons to Die, But To Live 1 Reason is Enough.

Life Is a Race , If You Don't Run Faster  , You Will Be Dragged Down. 

But He Doesn't Know That Life Is Going to Turn that Bad On Him, That He Will Feel Like In Hell.

                                                                         He Was Like You and Me , No Other then us , But He Knows How To be Happy , And He Had That Charm to make others happy Around him. He Was a kind of Person That If You Meet him Once , I Don't Think You Can Even Forget Him In your Whole Life.

He Always Say That We Have Two choices in Life, Life Always Give you Options, We Either Can be HAPPY Or we Can Be SAD  , Its All Depends On What we Choose and He Always Choose to Be Happy Whatever Happen.

                                                       He Was the Kind Of Guy That If  He Is Having A Wash In The Morning , Shampoo On His Head And Body and , Water Goes off ,He Didn't Shout But He Starts Taking Pics Of His Own . Yes We Smile Like That Too when we saw Him Doing That. I Don't Know How , But He Always Find A Way To Put A Smile On The Face Of His Own And Others.

                                                               He Thinks That Life Is Like that Only and always will be , But He Didn't Knew that Life Takes Exam And Sometime It Takes The Hard One.

                                                As he Just Passed His Graduation, He Was Happy But He Had No Job Yet. But He Believe that He Will Get One Soon.

As The market Was Down Those days It Was Hard To Find Jobs Because There Are no Jobs In The Market, if their are some jobs, Consultants and Experienced Are Eating Them up. i mean He Was Just A Fresher and Entered The Cruel World of business.

But He Was Quite Strong From Inside & He didn't Break . As the Time start Passing , The Neighbors, Relatives , Friends , Start Taunting him , But He Always Answered With A Smile back.

If Some One Is Strong Doesn't mean that He/She Didn't feels Anything , Its Just that They didn't Show it. He Was Also Strong, But Not The Stone That Feels Noting.  But he didn't Lose it , till Now He started Knowing that , the World Is Not  Exactly Like he thought it is .

Its Said that When Time Is Bad  Everything Starts Going Wrong. Perhaps His Time Was Really Bad . One Day, It Was Around 9:00 Of night in the Clock  and he was lost in his thoughts and his Father Come , he Was Drunk(Father), and Suddenly Starts Fighting with his mom, He Came Out Of His Room and Start taking to his father , Not to do Fight With mother, But As His Father Was Drunk , His Father Start Shouting At him

                                                 Then His father Said the Words That Tore His mind,  Father Said," You are Just a Fool , you are Stopping me !!!, First go and Find Yourself a Job, you are going to be nothing but just a Trash , you will never get A job. You Are Worthless".

This Taunting Broke his Heart . He started Staying alone in his Room , Thinking Of It , The only Friend He Got Was His Mobile,   Through Which He Talks to His Friends. 

                          When Someone Is alone He/She Start Finding a ray Of happiness in anything , It was his mobile that helped him finding That, One Day He Was Surfing internet and he meet a Girl , She Was Very Alive , Happy , Sweet And Kind Of girl that can put Life Into A Dead Person with his Talks , Actually He Meets a Girl exactly Like Him , As He was Used to be Before, and they Started chatting , sharing Thing and he Start Finding Some Meaning To Life , He start Moving His Lips Upward that makes a Smile On his face.

                                                          

                                                                      At first  he Thought that They Are Just Friend , But He Fall in Love With her as time passes , He Didn't Even know that himself. But One Thing was Sure That He was in Love. 

He start feeling strong for her , But he Wasn't Able to told her that. Her(Girl) Relationship Status was Showing SINGLE on her Profile and she also told him at their friendship starts that she was Single.  So He decided to tell her that how He feels About Her. 

    

                               Then One Day He gathered The Strength to tell her and he told her that "I LOVE YOU". But What She Told Him After That, Put Him In Deep Dreams of Darkness . she Said," I Love Someone Else And I Don't Love You ".  These Words Break Just Not Him , But His Soul , It Was Deep, After So Long There was One thing in His Life That He thought that is Going Right And This Turn Out All So Bad on Him.

   

                                           He was In Such A shock that He wasn't able to move his Fingers for a while , His head Start paining , He felts Like Someone is Hammering his Head. It was a mental Breakdown.  He Start Recovering from it But

  

                                          He Forgot Everything Till Then in His Life. His Goals , His Life , His Hope,About Love Everything. And Then one Day When He was in Market , HE Lost his Only Friend Left , His Mobile.

  Till That Point of Time HE Start feeling Like , Lost Soul, NO Life To Live , NO Goals.

HE was Completely Down, He Thought , He got No Friends, No Family , NO Life , No Goals. So he Decided To Do , what's Become So Common In Young Peoples These Days , Not In Young Peoples But In Every Age , When Someone Feels Just like Him, "SUICIDE". 

That Night He wasn't Able To Sleep Even For A Single Second . That Suicide Thing Is  revolving I his Mind. 

                                                    Then Suddenly , HE heard a Voice , It was Around 1:00 am , In the Clock , He Listen it Carefully , Someone Was Crying . His Mind got puzzled , At this Late in Night Who Is Crying In his Home . HE went up From His Bed , and What he Found , Just Changed his Life Completely.

                              He saw that His Father was crying and His Mother Was Holding his father Trying To Support him , Moral Support , and telling His father that It will be all right . Then His Father start Speaking that , " I did Very Wrong With My Son , I Feel Ashamed Of What I did , But I Was Just Drunk and it Was Just A Big Mistake That I made, I want to apologize to my Son. But He Will Never Forgive Me For This, i will Die If Something Happen to Him Because of Me ". His Mother Said ," It Was Just A Mistake , and That's Why It Is called So , Because You Do it when You Don't Know About It,you do not want that from your heart and if humans don't Do Mistakes , They Will Be Gods. We are Humans and We Do Mistakes, Just Accept It , I am sure Everything Will be alright , I know You Love Your Son , I do Too , Just show Him That You Do, Tell Him".  His father Stop Crying and decided to Say Sorry. 

                               That Brings Tears Into his Eyes(Boy). Whatever He assumed About His Father , not loving Him Was all Wrong. Like This In our Life we assume many Things and make it a hell. so now the boy , know The Truth and Feels A bit Light on heart, He got back the Love he lost with his family.

Next Morning His father came to him To say Sorry. He Told His father That He Know All, He heard Them Last Night. His Father Hold Him , & Hugged him. Tears Started coming out of the Eye's of boy's Eyes. He Told his father that." Father i was thinking of Suicide, last Night.". and started crying. Father hugged him tight and said," i am sorry Son , i am Sorry".

                                               Now Life Start Getting Back On Track, Soon He Found A decent job and in that Job He Found That Someone Special . The Old HE Is back Now , he start Being Happy , Like He was Before ,alive , and now The Neighbors , relatives , friends , Who Taunted Him , starts Praising him.

 

 Whenever HE Found Some One Sad, He Always Said," SOMETIMES YOU MAY FOUND 100 REASONS TO DIE, BUT TO LIVE ONLY 1 REASON IS ENOUGH".

Sooner Or Later We all Found It In Our Life , We Just Have to hold on.

And Yes Friend Who Thought Of Suicide,  Lose your pride, lose your patience, lose your mind. But whatever you do, don't lose hope. ,Just know that "WHEN SOMEONE DIE , HE/SHE DIDN'T DIE ALONE" , You May Know It Or don't But Their are Life Attached to you. Always Remember that.